Rapper Nadia Nakai had been mourning her boyfriend, AKA, for the past week until his burial, and she has now cried to God for assistance. It’s been a dark moment and a sad surprise to Nadia, the Forbes family and DJ Zinhle for losing their loved one. They could not openly speak out about their loss, but Nadia finally gathered the courage to speak out about her feelings and grief about AKA’s death.
Even though they were not yet married, Nadia and AKA’s relationship was known worldwide. They had been living together for some time, and losing her man in such a horrible manner had been so painful to her. After his burial on the 18 of February, Nadia took to Instagram to share what she felt about the whole story. It’s like she had been dreaming, but the entire picture has now come to reality, AKA is gone, and she is currently single again.
What Nadia Nakai said about AKA’s death
Nadia’s long and emotional message to AKA came a few hours after fellow artist and AKA’s baby mama DJ Zinhle also penned him a long letter. DJ Zinhle majored on her daughter with Kairo, as she asked for AKA to watch over her from the above. She imagined she recalled that there was no pain than the pain of losing the man she imagined would be the father of her kids.
Nadia’s message, however, was more of an intimate one; she showed that she was the one on AKA’s heart. In her long message, she said:
My Heart is shattered; this is not what our future was meant to look like. I can’t believe I said my final goodbye to you yesterday. You loved me loud and proud; thank you, baby. Protected me, Prayed for me, and inspired me. I’ll never see you again for the rest of my lifetime.
I find it hard to breath, let alone find the words to explain how much I love you.
I’m going to miss all the special moments we’ve had. This hurts!
I can’t accept that I’ll never hear you say you love me; I’ll never hear your laugh.
We had plans.
There is no pain bigger than the pain of losing you. I thought I was going to spend the rest of my life with you; I realise you’re the one who spent the rest of your life with me. I don’t know why things happen as they do, but I’m questioning God right now. Why would he bring us together only to take you away? I don’t understand. I don’t know how I will do this, going on with my life without you; I just can’t.
Rest in peace, Kiernan; I love you.
Nadia Nakai cries to God for assistance.
Despite penning a long message for her loved one, it seemed that Nadia was failing to handle the death of his boyfriend alone. She is struggling, and she is now crying to God for help. We all wish her a quick recovery to face life without AKA. Sharing on her Instagram, Nadia said:
O God, come to my assistance; O Lord, hurry to help me. Please take the consuming anguish I feel right now; Take it from me and hold me in your arms. Heal my broken heart and bind my wounds. Amen